Three months have passed since you broke up with me and yet, I cannot forget the pain that I felt when you ended our relationship. From then til now, I regret everything that I have done to you. I was so stupid for making such things to you. Forgive me for my shortcomings and lies that I told you. I was such a heartless and immature lady. I have realized everything when we parted. I am wishing every day that I would be given another chance to love you again.
Is a second chance too much to ask?
I am crying myself to sleep every night, thinking of you day and night, wishing you are closer to me. A life lived without you is nothing but a worthless one. Freedom means nothing to me but missing you. I can't help but think about you every minute, every second.
But I know that I don't hold your feelings. I am lucky that I met a very special person like you. You are indeed an angel sent from heavens. You are my bestfriend, and you are so dear to me. You listened to me when I needed someone to talk to. You shared with me your life stories and trusted me so much. But I have failed you. I am so sorry for all those times. I can only wish that I can rewind the past and do everything right. I am really sorry.. I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart.
It is true that I have been in so many breakups before. That when you broke up with me, I made myself believe that I can move on and let you go. But I can't. No matter how hard I try, I can't forget you my dear. If there is a term which is beyond true love then that's what I'm calling this feeling of mine. This is the very first time in my life that I have loved and lost someone who means so much to me. If my tears could only bring you and your feelings for me back, I would cry you a river.
You are indeed the biggest part of me that I will always keep with me. I miss you everyday. I miss your touch and kiss. I miss the way you made me feel secured. I can't thank you enough for making me a loving person. I am truly, madly, deeply in love with you Michael.
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